Lux Aeterna my ass.

Being back in that place is just as uncomfortable and depressing as I'd imagined. Most of the people I respect have left and I'm left wading through the human muck that has swept in to take their place, it's depressing as hell really. It's a shame that this is the year I've finally decided to grow up, to take control of my life, this one isn't worth the effort. But I'll soldier on, me and the last remnants of my friends. It's amazing how few of them are left. I feel the need to huddle them closer, hold on to them so that thy can't slip away too. Anyway, on an entirely unrelated and slightly schizophrenic note, I'm joining a lo-fi fuzzrock band. Awesome.