Monday, June 8, 2009

I have a question.

What makes a relationship work? Is it sex? Maybe its love, compatibility, or similarities. Perhaps it could be chance. All the logic in the world cannot make it work, this I know for certain.
Two people, whether an old married couple, or high school sweethearts come together sometimes, for reasons as yet unknown to me and create something beautiful. I have always considered my self a hopeless romantic, but recently I have discovered that with my growing happiness comes an internal coldness the likes of which I have not known. I have become a cold, logical machine, incapable of genuine affection. All those things which bond people together are falling apart.
Love is not logical, but it follows certain logical pathways. I am not sure whether I have ever loved, but I know that I cannot now.
I weep.

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